The Silly Place called Heaven - Part 1

I was told joy is in heaven
I saved my laughter

I was told pleasure is in heaven
I contained my desire

I was told love is in heaven
I held back my being

I was told nature is abundant in heaven
I destroyed the place I was in

I was told only good get to heaven
I lived a constipated good life

Finally when I died, a strange being asked,
So, How was Heaven?